Pearline

Bb. It's the 4th day now, it seems like i'm starting to accept the fact that i'll not have the chance too anymore. God is not giving me or you any chances too. In just 4 days time. It seems like more and more thinks is happening. Can i not bother? How i wished i'm kept in the dark and not know anything. Not having any doubts. But after thinking over again. I don't see a need for me to doubt you. Your doings, your cares and words i can see it and feel it clearly. Why am i doubting. Silly me.. I'll be by your side like how you wanted from me since we got together. I'll give u my words still that i'll give you the best that anyone could give you, ever. This sentence stands still actually. Though it's not going to be easy. I'm not going to promise neither. Let's just take a step and see how it goes. Like you said, let natural take it's course. No point thinking and planning. Because anything could change tomorrow. I might just die in my sleep tomorrow which nobody knows. Only god.. I pray and i hope that you'll be fine in there. Hope that your knee will heal soon to avoid any hard time you've in there. Don't frown when people wakes u up, because i won't be unfrowning with my fingers for you. I'm out here praying for you everyday ok. I love you and miss you badly.

10.10.10