Pearline

Baby, so much i want you to know. That i wna leave you. I know you've been treating me very nice, doting me and everything. But somehow i feel i dont understand how, who and what truely you are. I am starting to realise that i dont seem to understand you at all. What i know about you from friends doesn't seem true anymore. And what i know about you is just what ppl told me. What's this? Your gf, but yet i have to understand you with people's word. Don't you think we should start off with being friends first now? Each day i have been spending with you, makes me fall deeper, and the greater fear i'll have too. Feeling so confused, afraid of putting my trust on you when i really do want to put. Yes, you expected a relationship of mutual trust, and honesty. But my trust doesnt seem to be around anymore, but always getting suspecious. Rmb what yr bro said? Everything he said to me make me feel more that i can't be with you. I feel that i shouldn't be the one by yr side, not this stupid girl without a brain, and always not serious. I'm not good in words, what's written here might be contradicting or whatsoever, but there's this feeling i have which is so hard to explain you know. I hope what i feel is so wrong, i hope i have been way too paranoid.