Pearline

Slacking at kevan house now. With edwin, kevan, calvin and germaine. Boring friday indeed. It's going to rain already at jurong.

- Cover your blanket alright, don't let yr stomach catch a cold too.

Supposed to meet him but didn't in the end. Went to jurong west to pray and headed to kevan house. Don't have any mood to do anything.. Feeling damn lost. I need a path for my heart and mind to go. I can't stay on hanging like this any longer. Sigh, tmr got to work. Will i be able to see you. Or drinking session with edwin and co? Not sure. Working at esplanade thr tmr night. It's raining now. Hmm.... I miss him. But does he really do or just saying for the sake to make me happy. I hope wht i feel isn't right. Goodnight everyone.

Will u make me feel happier and secured.

And not make me feel hanging thr.............